pS Math

            I quite dislike mathematics now. Well, that is the truth and I am saying within my heart. Mathematics now is more and more complicated than I have ever imagined. It is more complex and I think irrelevant with my own daily life. I have no idea why my lecturers always say that mathematics is really useful for my life. I have been trying to trust it, but what comes around goes around.

            To be honest, I like mathematics though I hate to do hard mathematical problems. Being curious of mathematical problems was one of my hobbies when I studied in Elementary and Middle School. I was too afraid becoming the dumbest person in the class. However, at this moment I never feel to be the dumbest one, because there are more of my friends getting lower grade than me.

            When I was in Elementary and Middle School, I became the cleverest boy in math class. I used to get 90 plus when solving the test or math problems. I loved to do the task in front of the class and showed my friends that I had different ways to solve the problems. I was really proud of myself when I did that stuffs. The age has changed and grew so fast. I was becoming more and more interest in organization field. I like to do many things, connecting with people and talking in front of my friends to share my ideas and to organize them. I was too focused on it, forgetting some of my academic skills. Until now, I prefer to work with people rather that counting abstract numbers in my head.

            Then now, I am afraid of being alone who can not solve mathematical problems which is very easy for most of my friends. Focusing on mathematical skills is now more important for me.

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